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November 23rd, 2015

Hello

By Adele

Hello, it's me
I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
To go over everything
They say that time's supposed to heal ya
But I ain't done much healing

Hello, can you hear me?
I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be
When we were younger and free
I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

There's such a difference between us
And a million miles

Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry
For everything that I've done
But when I call you never
Seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry
For breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly
Doesn't tear you apart anymore

Hello, how are you?
It's so typical of me to talk about myself, I'm sorry
I hope that you're well
Did you ever make it out of that town
Where nothing ever happened?

It's no secret
That the both of us
Are running out of time

So hello from the other side (other side)
I must've called a thousand times (thousand times)
To tell you I'm sorry
For everything that I've done
But when I call you never
Seem to be home

Hello from the outside (outside)
At least I can say that I've tried (I've tried)
To tell you I'm sorry
For breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly
Doesn't tear you apart anymore

Ooooohh, anymore
Ooooohh, anymore
Ooooohh, anymore
Anymore

Hello from the other side (other side)
I must've called a thousand times (thousand times)
To tell you I'm sorry
For everything that I've done
But when I call you never
Seem to be home

Hello from the outside (outside)
At least I can say that I've tried (I've tried)
To tell you I'm sorry
For breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly
Doesn't tear you apart anymore

Songwriters: Adkins, Adele
© Universal Music Publishing Group
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October 23rd, 2015

Playing with fire......

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Obviously I am not proud of this....I feel the attraction and I don't want to assume but there have been certain words exchanged. What the hell am I thinking?!

Men and women alike will always look. It is harmless. I always found him to be likeable and even attractive. It was no big deal because I would only see him in passing during work hours. We dont work together, but usually we do see each other in a group for a few minutes. Then low and behold.....we move into our new house, and now he is the neighbor right next door. Both families have had get togethers at both houses.

I woke from a dead sleep last night, and desired to be with him. Maybe just for one good fuck? It would destroy both our families.  What the fuck am I thinking?

I haven't lost love or desire for my husband, but what does it say about me?

Then I don't know why but I mentioned to him in passing that I had a half day at work today. His response..."Are you going to be home?" He gets off mid-afternoon. I said, "Oh probably not since I had errands to run."

"Errands huh?"

I know better, and I want my marriage to last with Dan. Shaking my head!

September 5th, 2015

Bastille - Laughter Lines

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Laughter Lines

By Bastille

You took me to your favourite place on Earth
To see the tree they cut down ten years from your birth.
Our fingers traced in circles round its history,
We brushed our hands right back in time through centuries.

As you held me down, you said:

"I'll see you in the future when we're older
And we are full of stories to be told.
Cross my heart and hope to die,
I'll see you with your laughter lines."

Changes on our hands and on our faces, oh, oh
Memories are mapped out by the lines we'll trace.

As you held me down, you said:

"I'll see you in the future when we're older
And we are full of stories to be told.
Cross my heart and hope to die,
I'll see you with your laughter lines."

Ashen faces in cold breeze,
Ashen faces in cold breeze,
All the stories you will leave,
All the stories you will leave.

I'll see you in the future when we're older
And we are full of stories to be told.
Cross my heart and hope to die,
I'll see you with your laughter lines.

I'll see you in the future when we're old.
I'll see you in the future when we're old.

Damn Pandora is bringing up old songs filled with memories today:

Fade Into You

By Mazzy Star

I wanna hold the hand inside you
I wanna take the breath that's true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth

You live your life, you go in shadow
You'll come upon and you'll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Close your eyes with what's not there

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it's strange you never knew

The strange light comes on slowly
A stranger's heart is out of home
You put your hands into your head
And your smiles cover your heart

July 25th, 2014

Sam Smith: Stay with Me

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Lyrics

Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand
But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Why am I so emotional?
No it's not a good look, gain some self control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Publishers: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Sony,
ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group
Songwriters: Nolan Neal, Michael Smith, Dave Flint, Jess Brown

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So, I have probably posted this song before, but it is a favorite to hear now and then.                                                                                            Where I Stood by Missy Higgins
Lyrics
I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey, you know me, it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh, and I found myself listening

'Cause I don't know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See, I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you aren't leaving without a fight
And I think, I am just as torn inside

'Cause I don't know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than any one I, I've ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself
And so I say to you, this is what I have to do

'Cause I don't know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
She who dares to stand where I stood

Publisher: Lyrics © CHRYSALIS MUSIC GROUP
Songwriter: MELISSA MORRISON HIGGINS


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April 21st, 2014

Still ache from so long ago. About lost it when I first heard this off of the Originals the series. Sighs...with tears

NONONO-Down Under

the moon light is shown
i feel our walls are cracking
and were so close to fall
i hear the night is calling out
we are only what we feel
and turning into something real

moonlight breaks the crack of dawn
breaking us into seperate parts
on the sunslight is on
i feel our shadows fading
and were so far from home
i hear the morning calling out

we are only what we feel
yearning for something real
the moonlight breaks the crack of dawn
tweaking us into different parts

whats that sound i hear down under
is it your heart is it just thunder
whats that sound i hear down under
is it your heart is it just thunder
is it your heart is it just thunder

and we are only what we feel
yearning for something real
the moonlight breaks the crack of dawn
tweaking us into different parts

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December 3rd, 2013

LIFEHOUSE
SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN

I can't meet

Losing sleep over this

No I can't

And now I cannot stop pacing

Give me a few hours

I'll have this all sorted out

If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still

I can be this unsturdy

This cannot be happening

This is over my head

But underneath my feet

Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat

And everything will be back to the way that it was

I wish that it was just that easy

[Chorus:]

Cause I'm waiting for tonight

Been waiting for tomorrow

I'm somewhere in between

What is real, just a dream [Repeat: x2]

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in

don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again

I don't want to run away from this

I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still

I can be this unsturdy

This cannot be happening

[Chorus]

Cause I'm waiting for tonight

Been waiting for tomorrow

And I'm somewhere in between

What is real, Just a dream [Repeat: x3]

Publisher: Lyrics © Chrysalis One Music

Songwriter: JASON WADE

November 19th, 2013

Good Song

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Stubborn Love

by The Lumineers

Lyrics

She'll lie and steal and cheat,
And beg you from her knees
Make you thinks she means it this time
She'll tear a hole in you, the one you can't repair
But I still love her, I don't really care

When we were young,
Oh oh, we did enough
When it got cold,
Ooh ooh, we bundled up
I can't be told,
Ah ah it can't be done

It's better to feel pain, than nothing at all
The opposite of love's indifference
So pay attention now,
I'm standing on your porch screaming out
And I won't leave until you come downstairs

So keep your head up, keep your love
Keep your head up, my love
Keep your head up, my love
Keep your head up, keep your love

And I don't blame ya dear
For running like you did, all these years
I would do the same, your best believe
And the highway signs say we're close,
But I don't read those things anymore
I never trusted my own eyes

When we were young
Oh oh, we did enough
When it got cold,
Ooh ooh we bundled up
I can't be told,
Ah ah, can't be done

Keep your head up, keep your love
Keep your head up, my love
Keep your head up, my love
Keep your head up, keep your love

Head up, love
Head up, love

Head up, love
Head up, love

Publisher: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Songwriters: Wesley Schultz, Jeremy Fraites

Lyrics Licensed & Powered by LyricFind Inc.

November 14th, 2013

The Day After Birthdays

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I've tried hard to let things go and sometimes I can convince myself that everything is ok. Going through the normal of yesterday and the day before and then the thought pops in my head.

"Today is her Birthday". My eyes want to well up with tears, but I won't let it happen. I was suppose to let go a long time ago. I am suppose to forget those birthdays, but somehow I remember.I look up to the sky and send my wishes out to both gals. Light and love.......Light and love.......

A song played today and caused those tears to fall. A beautiful song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_1aF54DO60

Young And Beautiful

by Lana Del Rey

on Young And Beautiful (Single)

Lyrics


I've seen the world, done it all
Had my cake now
Diamonds, brilliant, in Bel-Air now
Hot summer nights, mid July
When you and I were forever wild
The crazy days, city lights
The way you'd play with me like a child

Will you still love me
When I'm no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me
When I've got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will
I know that you will
Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?

I've seen the world, lit it up
As my stage now
Changeling angels in a new age now
Hot summer days, rock n roll
The way you play for me at your show
And all the ways, I got to know
Your pretty face and electric soul

Will you still love me
When I'm no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me
When I've got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will
I know that you will
Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?

Dear lord, when I get to heaven
Please let me bring my man
When he comes tell me that you'll let him
Father tell me if you can
All that grace, all that body
All that face, makes me wanna party
He's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds

Will you still love me
When I'm no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me
When I've got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will
I know that you will
Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?
Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?
Will you still love me when I'm not young and beautiful?

Publisher: Lyrics © EMI Music Publishing
Songwriters: Elizabeth Grant, Rick Nowels

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