I had thought it was with someone that a connection would still be there after I got home. It wasn't, but another friend help keep my sanity during the visit. He has became my boyfriend. Strangely his name is Danny.
I have allowed Jonathan back into my life but have already determined he hasnt changed any. I am not messing with that. It wasnt worth it back then and still not worth it today.
My love for Dan has decreased. We are in counseling and he has quit drinking. I don't want the kids to growup in a divorced family.
Letting music guide me tonight. Who am I? Fuck I don't even know anymore. I am searching so hard for what I keep thinking others want me to be.
One of these days I will get it right....I hope.